还记得
去年
差不多
每一天半夜
都会起来扶外婆上厕所
因为人老啦
没什么力了
都要靠下一代的扶助
虽然
患了老人痴呆症的她
无论如何
都忘不了我的名字
那慈祥的脸孔
温柔的称呼
很稀有

外婆
我好想现在叫你，扶你起床啊

Insomnia

I never thought that I'd fall in love, love, love, love
But it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush
Being without you girl, I was all messed up, up, up, up
When you walked out, said that you'd had enough-nough-nough-nough

Been a fool,
girl I know
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time,
you'll change your mind
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more
Oh i stay up til you're next to me
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Remember telling my boys that I'd never fall in love, love, love, love
You used to think I'd never find a girl I could trust, trust, trust, trust
And then you walked into my life and it was all about us, us, us, us
But now I'm sitting here thinking I messed the whole thing up, up, up, up

Been a fool (fool), girl I know (know)
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time (time), you'll change your mind (mind)
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before (Because it)
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah (Ah), Feels like insomnia ah ah

Ah, i just can't go to sleep
Cause it feels like I've fallen for you
It's getting way too deep
And i know that it's love because

I can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Craig David - Insomnia

this is meaningful
for me =]

ARRGH UK TRIP CANCELLED DUE TO INFLUENZA!! T_T
this is so pissed off.
fark.
i'm so looking forward to it after mid-year.
hey, been able to travel to europe in this age is never easy.
and when the chances come,
Holy Fark why did influenza appear?
This is so unreasonable, so unreasonable.
Fark, just Fark.
Argh, Fark.
Fark is just what I can say.
Fark.