: )

I'm still a rookie.. Sorry :(
This was my first love.
Still, your card will always be by my bed
accompanying me as always
Everything will stay untouched for me
I appreciate and love everything you gave me =)

I think that everything that happened is fated
Fate bring us together
Fate bring us apart
there's nothing to grumbled about
I have done everything I could do
but sometimes it just dont end up the way I think it would
this is Life, admit the facts
life is just going forward
there's no going back
there are still opportunities shinning for us in the future
that's what dating is all about
to get to know the other half of you more
to see if he/she suits you
an ending of a relationship is unnecessary to be a sad one
both of them could end up being best friends too :)
of course one will feel sad for the first few periods
we're human. we've got feelings.
but after a few months,maybe
reminiscing the past happy memories will make you smile ;)

I hope that after this everything I could grow more mature in thinking and actions and probably learn some values from it. I also hope that you have been feeling happy being with me for a year.I really like you but maybe I'm just not the guy you're looking for.I could not suit your schedule of your life.But I dont mind,I'm happy.

Thank you for everything you have provided me and supporting me all the while when I'm lonely or in a downfall situation. You are the only one there for me last year and I'm grateful for that.You really are a superb adorable girl =]

I really appreciated my first love that you have given me.
feel blissful whenever I think about it.
You are really a wonderful girl that i have ever met.
Now I would like to wish that may you enjoy your life and focus on the upcoming SPM
and hope that you would find someone better or more suitable guy that really loves you.
You can find me whenever you want.
We can be best friends.

All the best,Hsin =)

gambateh~

Arghhhhhhhh exam coming..
this is so freakin' fast @@
WTS.
I wanna go home ==

ahh I'm lying in this shitty bed again..
nevermind I tell myself
3 months is an blink of an eye
*blink xP

tomorrow starts school *sigh
goodnight =)

miss my warm blankey*

its 2.40 in the morning
my mind was swirling with thoughts and I cant turn in
i dont want to waste my precious time being in my home
home's the best to be honest
you wont feel it unless you're abroad alone for a couple of months

unexpected things had been happening this holiday
i dont like it and i dont want it
i want everything to be smooth
i want happiness
i want a teenage life
i want a normal life with a normal relationship
i want you

days seems to be harder and harder and seriously this sucks.
sometimes im wondering if im normal or retarded
i used to hate myself
i used to detest myself
i used to disdain myself
but
you gave me hope
you gave me strength
you encourage me
you are emotionally there for me
you support me
you care for me
you gave me a different perspective towards life
you gave me self-confidence
you gave me a chance to project myself
you gave me a chance to concern
you gave me a chance to love you

I know people have been wondering why all my posts are about her and relationships because there's really nothing to talk about my life in SG. It's dead bored and routine. I dont think people will bother to read.
I really love her. She's part of my life already. Everyday I'm trying my best to pull our distance nearer and nearer, try to make the whole thing go smoother but sometimes things just dont go well.
Though it's sometimes hard but I'll still continue to do my very best,play my best part =)
She's my everything : D

This is kinda a dead blog but I dont mind. Blogging really releases stress and gives me an imaginary stage for me to express my views and feelings. It's fun though :)


I always have faith in you and I always trust you even though we are far apart. There has never been a day that I dont miss you. You may say I'm very long-winded but who cares? This is me! I care and concern about you very much. My biggest wish in my life is to be with you everyday..
I'm not acting naive,I'm serious.

Sorry for being a nuisance
Sorry for being childish
Sorry for things that I've done wrong and things that I've said that made you sad
Sorry for unable to accompany you in contact everyday
Sorry for unable to be by your side when you need me
Sorry for everything that I've done wrong

Sometimes I wonder whether I'm really good for her or Do I really suit her?
I dont want to leave her but I dont want to make it hard for her.
Such contradiction is a pain in my ass.

Anyway, I'm leaving tomorrow, back to the ass place.

This holiday I have been meeting her almost everyday
I'm gonna miss her much :(
Take care Drink more water ;)
My heart will always be with you no matter how far we are
I love You, as always =)

my tears froze at that instance knowing
unable to react


I love her.
Yes, I do.

I gave in 101%
without fail.
Yes, I do.

I put in my heart and soul.
Yes, I do.

I put her as my priority.
Yes, I do.

I'm crazy for her.
Yes, I do.

I want her more than anything else.
Yes, I do.

I need her.
Yes, I do.

I really love her.
Yes, I do.




Titanic
My heart sunk.

When I don't message you
Doesn't mean
I forgot about you.
I was just giving you time
To miss me

by
the only woman I ever love =)


your card was the best bdae present I ever had for the past 16 years of my life :)

a smile
a cheer
a support
a laughter
a kiss from you makes everyday my day :)